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An Ancient Practice in a Modern Worldlaurenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05805270149790604401noreply@blogger.comBlogger43125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4952822256099580108.post-44982577083956596112009-01-06T19:27:00.002-05:002009-01-06T19:33:58.082-05:00Yoga is...<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgiWoLN__SwxK1foc-s1F18SqfXbNh7kQszkERGzwCD9UC-vDW94l0gqHBJyqbwXAJG_6haWKz0nsSNUMYwuVfBMAWOo5tFgaQZOVdllhyphenhyphen3jFlhsJx-s3lRqjMzVSoD6TEbIYSpPxt_GBod/s1600-h/Img68.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 162px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgiWoLN__SwxK1foc-s1F18SqfXbNh7kQszkERGzwCD9UC-vDW94l0gqHBJyqbwXAJG_6haWKz0nsSNUMYwuVfBMAWOo5tFgaQZOVdllhyphenhyphen3jFlhsJx-s3lRqjMzVSoD6TEbIYSpPxt_GBod/s200/Img68.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5288343480165660210" border="0" /></a>sometimes dancing like a total nerd to yoga music and calling it a yoga practice for that day.<br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />Sure, traditional practice is cool, can't live without it. But sometimes I set out to practice, and start out solid, but somehow feel like REALLY moving around. So I admit, I love some of that yoga music that some people might think quite silly, and when I want to move around, DANCE around and do yoga-like things, I have no problem calling that my yoga practice, and do! What's nice is that I get good and tired and hot and limber and then can enjoy all the spoils of that warm limberness by taking long yin yoga poses and bringing myself back down to earth again. Hmmmm....yogarobics?<br />Just kidding. That sounds horrible.<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><a href="http://technorati.com/faves?sub=addfavbtn&add=http://downwarddeegs.blogspot.com"><img src="http://static.technorati.com/pix/fave/tech-fav-1.png" alt="Add to Technorati Favorites" /></a></div>laurenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05805270149790604401noreply@blogger.com20tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4952822256099580108.post-51559031259843243642008-12-22T20:18:00.002-05:002008-12-22T20:25:37.441-05:00May I Recommend...<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjzefBj_lulgfcuNF0tErBbPkt0tAmjMtR-nMZMp_3qTbJUKZJvUcqv9nRddrtqPeVFsx8nimIko5dkjvWlAtfh4Dfc8mknEWWePUUKrfne1jlfgYc7i_SjSbVwT_Nm7dXBy-FosBi46hC4/s1600-h/logo.gif"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 114px; height: 98px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjzefBj_lulgfcuNF0tErBbPkt0tAmjMtR-nMZMp_3qTbJUKZJvUcqv9nRddrtqPeVFsx8nimIko5dkjvWlAtfh4Dfc8mknEWWePUUKrfne1jlfgYc7i_SjSbVwT_Nm7dXBy-FosBi46hC4/s200/logo.gif" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5282790549222023618" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">Two of my new favorites for yoga are these cool yoga practice pants from <a href="http://www.yogahyde.com/store/index.htm?">Yoga Hyde</a>, a new company making some nice organic practice and chill clothes. I am at this very moment sporting the <a href="http://www.yogahyde.com/store/item.htm?itemid=1536&sid=545">Engineered Seam pant</a> as I have just practiced in them. So soft, but not too soft and flapper, you know what I mean, like they hold you in, but let you move around to your yoga heart's desire. Get this, Deepak Chopra digs their yoga clothes!<br /><br />If you go to their website and order, right now they are offering 15% off with the discount code: ASANA.<br />Word up!<br /></div><br /><span><span><span><span style="font-family:Arial;font-size:85%;color:#000080;"></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><a href="http://technorati.com/faves?sub=addfavbtn&add=http://downwarddeegs.blogspot.com"><img src="http://static.technorati.com/pix/fave/tech-fav-1.png" alt="Add to Technorati Favorites" /></a></div>laurenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05805270149790604401noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4952822256099580108.post-52348175691901752422008-12-17T11:15:00.004-05:002008-12-17T11:45:29.442-05:00There's Alway Something For Me<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgpJKOosmMY4mnxvlArQx0F7K70WS1B65DW-iabsTdvbecS5KoReHVBkRigBia-fZ2wqDEtiJESu7UCQtYZ2vdof7atChRKZrZ0JxOqKd2nT66TbFVNgyVicy2gXR6Byl-mLq2oiUXgNAEJ/s1600-h/34inclinedplane.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 291px; height: 152px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgpJKOosmMY4mnxvlArQx0F7K70WS1B65DW-iabsTdvbecS5KoReHVBkRigBia-fZ2wqDEtiJESu7UCQtYZ2vdof7atChRKZrZ0JxOqKd2nT66TbFVNgyVicy2gXR6Byl-mLq2oiUXgNAEJ/s320/34inclinedplane.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5280800290874778402" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">After learning I have one seriously tweeked back and starting weekly physical therapy to rectify it, I have had to alter my yoga practice in a major way. My physical therapist advised me to do no forward bending that does not keep the spine neutral (oh, yeah, that's like 67% of the ashtanga practice) nor to twist (like the REST of the ashtanga practice!). At first I was very despondent, I mean, I could not envision yoga practice without these two movements. I felt angry at my back and then angry at Barb, the physical therapist. I mean, how could she even SAY those two things are bad at ALL! It was against all that I felt I had learned about the physical aspect of yoga. But through Barb, I have learned some interesting things about the anatomy of our backs, and that it seems that bending forward isn't inherently bad at all. I won't get into the boring details of my back issues, but I will say that I will be bending forward once I work on strengthening the areas that are aggravated by such action. Same with twisting, although Barb frowns much upon twisting if it is generated from the lumbar region which she claims is not fashioned to perform such action.<br /><br />The bad news is that it seems yoga may have played a part in my injuries. And I take responsibility for it, by not practicing <a href="http://yoga108.org/pages/show/98-asteya-non-stealing-one-of-the-ethical-precepts-of-yoga">asteya</a> and <a href="http://yoga108.org/pages/show/92">ahimsa</a>, I had been, for years, taking too much, going too far and not being humble enough to listen to what my body was really saying it could do. My back developed TOO much flexibility and the muscles in it were not matching that level of flexibility. However, I was informed that to some extent our flexibility is genetic and perhaps I was bending myself around because I just could. Also doing me a great disservice was sitting in my work chair with my leg tucked under my butt, for like, years. My spine is slowly curving to the right...which is totally bizarre to see on an X-ray, let me tell you.<br /><br />All this blather leads me to what I really wanted to say and that is that yoga is there for me again, and not as I usually experience it being there for me. I realize there are a myriad poses I can do without bending myself in two and without twisting. In fact, I have discovered the joy of so many poses I otherwise didn't focus on that much. And I have also come to love Pilates. A form of exercise I once thought people did because they were too lazy and chicken to do yoga.But Pilates is excellent for keeping the spine neutral and there is almost no twisting and it promotes excellent posture, so I am all about it right now. I feel long and graceful doing it and it blends almost seemlessly into my yoga practice.<br /><br />My lesson is that we relay so much on habits and ideas about the things we do that when those habits and ideas are forced to change, we sort of tweek out, and I tweeked out, mentally. But once I stopped tweeking out and adapted I discovered something I can really sink my teeth into!<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><a href="http://technorati.com/faves?sub=addfavbtn&add=http://downwarddeegs.blogspot.com"><img src="http://static.technorati.com/pix/fave/tech-fav-1.png" alt="Add to Technorati Favorites" /></a></div>laurenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05805270149790604401noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4952822256099580108.post-78729279627922482572008-11-18T19:10:00.004-05:002008-11-19T12:29:39.911-05:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjIsghVaMTZGbbL3N7xwqef68MvqjDmGj0OFfbWBiy6BR_lQ2Id9mjhSmAxCFZK83TueEMYmrj6JlRn19272RqB3rRxw9PUCnFawD2PbCzvHkLGO8UCiQbIWbROqDOuyyBUwuAsCt7k9aVv/s1600-h/676010230_83881c8cd8.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 150px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjIsghVaMTZGbbL3N7xwqef68MvqjDmGj0OFfbWBiy6BR_lQ2Id9mjhSmAxCFZK83TueEMYmrj6JlRn19272RqB3rRxw9PUCnFawD2PbCzvHkLGO8UCiQbIWbROqDOuyyBUwuAsCt7k9aVv/s200/676010230_83881c8cd8.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5270156134706073346" border="0" /></a>I<span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"> just</span> realized (yes just today) WHY practicing yoga puts me (and most people) in such a super-content (santosh-ic!) good mood! <span style="color: rgb(51, 153, 153); font-weight: bold;">To practice yoga is to become one with the Divine, which resides WITHIN US.</span><br /><br />Therefore, when practicing yoga you are doing something very special, you are connecting with something so much greater than the YOU you usually consider. And it's so amazing that that YOU, that DIVINITY is within you and you have access to it, anytime.<br /><br />I spent my lunch hour practicing in my office and then came home to a longer home practice with the heat cranked up in the house. When finished I was just dancing around the house making a salad and listening to Wah! (I am such a yoga nerd sometimes), and that is when this revelation, that really isn't a relevation, but something very simple, hit me!<br /><br />Then I heard a loud THUD!<br />Having no idea what it was, I inspected from whence it came and lo and behold my kitty cat, Ella, had knocked my mat down from it's resting upright position andhad it rolled out whereupon she was seated on it like the freaking Queen of Sheba. Oh Ella, you too can connect with your divinity!<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><a href="http://technorati.com/faves?sub=addfavbtn&add=http://downwarddeegs.blogspot.com"><img src="http://static.technorati.com/pix/fave/tech-fav-1.png" alt="Add to Technorati Favorites" /></a></div>laurenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05805270149790604401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4952822256099580108.post-78035786117784086382008-11-05T10:16:00.002-05:002008-11-05T10:18:38.927-05:00OBAMA!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj2Iew-3e-_6Cf5RUU9J5fhRzn1C6F-usDGlXzJU49_VqxrjpVR-achSb0hERPz9Io_1WzpocPNnKJOwSwbZ9EcEP7VzTrJ8P_EtAvNhyKYKp_-x6U-mbBkR36S6R9V5LudkxPXgWdzUqSe/s1600-h/shepard-fairey-barack-obama-1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 241px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj2Iew-3e-_6Cf5RUU9J5fhRzn1C6F-usDGlXzJU49_VqxrjpVR-achSb0hERPz9Io_1WzpocPNnKJOwSwbZ9EcEP7VzTrJ8P_EtAvNhyKYKp_-x6U-mbBkR36S6R9V5LudkxPXgWdzUqSe/s320/shepard-fairey-barack-obama-1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5265193157418968754" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><a href="http://technorati.com/faves?sub=addfavbtn&add=http://downwarddeegs.blogspot.com"><img src="http://static.technorati.com/pix/fave/tech-fav-1.png" alt="Add to Technorati Favorites" /></a></div>laurenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05805270149790604401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4952822256099580108.post-7948638812691926402008-11-02T16:00:00.004-05:002008-11-03T09:02:02.217-05:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjE1ohP0bNa4KWWcBOXLmP7A3pbcBP42dlzngAedz3wge7gs55ARt9z_at1G9Dw4bYlgu2J_NOS3K4X7bYfgqmndkxR7_-epgIe4BvyamEsvXLFObgpn40cvE60AbYzZvFfng1M3S4ELWHT/s1600-h/OM2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjE1ohP0bNa4KWWcBOXLmP7A3pbcBP42dlzngAedz3wge7gs55ARt9z_at1G9Dw4bYlgu2J_NOS3K4X7bYfgqmndkxR7_-epgIe4BvyamEsvXLFObgpn40cvE60AbYzZvFfng1M3S4ELWHT/s200/OM2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5264173069666597154" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: justify;">Today I did a long intuative vinyasa practice at my house, focusing slightly on the hips and sacrum. I was hungry when I started my practice and thought I might cut it short to eat something, but that hunger faded and I ended up having a nice very long meditative flow. Afterward I sat in meditation and chanted:<br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 102, 0);">Om Namah Shivaya Gurave</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 102, 0);">Saccidananda-Murtaye</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 102, 0);">Nishprapancaya Shantaya</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 102, 0);">Niralambaya Tejase</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div>which translates into:</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">I bow to the goodness within myself, </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">known as the Lord Shiva, who is the true teacher.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">This essence inside takes the form of truth, consciousness, and bliss.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(153, 51, 0);">Always present and full of peace, this essence inside is completely dree, and sparkles with a divine luster. </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">How can one go wrong with that!? </div><div style="text-align: justify;">While chanting my thoughts came to two of my friends that have passed away, one a month ago today. He was someone I would<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"> "go to the mountain"</span> with, meaning we would have deep spiritual discussions that sometimes lasted late into the night. Consequently, the other friend that past away nearly two years ago was also a <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">"go to the mountain"</span> friend. I miss them both intensely, and while in meditation I almost cried for the loss of them, but then, I recalled a poem that I used to comfort me after Audrey's death. It's too long to type here, but it in sense presented death as a very beautiful passage - a drop of water reentering the ocean. When I remembered the poem I then pictured the souls of my two friends meeting somewhere beyond and although they never met in this life, they were kindred spirits and I like to think of them connecting somewhere. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><a href="http://technorati.com/faves?sub=addfavbtn&add=http://downwarddeegs.blogspot.com"><img src="http://static.technorati.com/pix/fave/tech-fav-1.png" alt="Add to Technorati Favorites" /></a></div>laurenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05805270149790604401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4952822256099580108.post-73222825817041546992008-10-27T11:33:00.002-04:002008-10-27T11:35:41.508-04:00Someone reads this blog!Downward Deegs was included in a<a href="http://www.x-raytechnicianschools.org/top-100-yoga-and-meditation-blogs/"> Top 100 Yoga and Meditation Blogs</a>. I am very happy to be recognized as such!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><a href="http://technorati.com/faves?sub=addfavbtn&add=http://downwarddeegs.blogspot.com"><img src="http://static.technorati.com/pix/fave/tech-fav-1.png" alt="Add to Technorati Favorites" /></a></div>laurenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05805270149790604401noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4952822256099580108.post-2374935539052866682008-10-27T10:53:00.002-04:002008-10-27T10:56:54.339-04:00Huffington Post debunks yoga mythsI thought this was an interesting read and even moresore considering it came from the political site, Huffington Post.<br /><a href="http://www.huffingtonpost.com/lauren-cahn/yoga-bunk-debunked_b_128695.html">Yoga Bunk: Debunked</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><a href="http://technorati.com/faves?sub=addfavbtn&add=http://downwarddeegs.blogspot.com"><img src="http://static.technorati.com/pix/fave/tech-fav-1.png" alt="Add to Technorati Favorites" /></a></div>laurenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05805270149790604401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4952822256099580108.post-34560476689983157312008-10-27T09:18:00.005-04:002008-10-27T09:44:35.952-04:00Be careful what you wish for!<div style="text-align: justify;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjafcJsu9QCiXYzlyJSXJnS2crTX18NmjKqYd1Boqpp43tD6502rptVXS57g9SzciNgKremJ-MWMX8g7-Xx_WEQOcMpaDQ5xGCtkvzkeaVPGlrts6CbyfaVYZPNL_bWEPypEabjSRhvZ8Wr/s1600-h/wish.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 200px; height: 118px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjafcJsu9QCiXYzlyJSXJnS2crTX18NmjKqYd1Boqpp43tD6502rptVXS57g9SzciNgKremJ-MWMX8g7-Xx_WEQOcMpaDQ5xGCtkvzkeaVPGlrts6CbyfaVYZPNL_bWEPypEabjSRhvZ8Wr/s200/wish.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5261826485597789090" border="0" /></a>I think "<span style="font-style: italic;">be careful what you wish for</span>" is my rubric for October. And I think I have learned my lesson. It started at the beginning of this month when I was up in northern Michigan with my husband at really great bed and breakfast/inn called <a href="http://www.oldmission.com/inn/">Neahtawanta Inn</a> that also had a fantastic yoga space that was always open to use. We also brought our road bikes and on Saturday did a long ride all through the <a href="http://www.oldmission.com/">Mission Peninsula</a>. That felt so good, we decided we would go back to the inn, do some yoga and then head to Traverse City for dinner, on our bikes. The ride would be about 20 miles there and back. It was also cold outside. But I was game! So we set out, got to town and had some great fish tacos and well, then I didn't want to ride back at all. I was not looking forward to it. I was wishing I didn't have to. But there was no other way home. So we got on our bikes and not three blocks from the restaurant, I crashed! My tired got caught in a seam in the concrete, and since I was clipped in and it happened so fast I was just face down on the ground before I knew it. And ripped my new pants! Bloody of knee and jarred to boot, Chad and I agreed that I could not make the 11 mile ride back and I would have to wait at the bookstore for him to ride back and then come pick me up in the car. I got my wish! But not how I expected to or wanted to! I was sore for a week and still have a crapped up scabby knee to show for it.<br /><br />My second lesson came yesterday at <a href="http://www.a2yoga.com/index.html">Power Yoga</a>. I last posted about how the thighs were underworked in yoga and I felt that I needed to work on strengthening them. Well, I wasn't exactly sure I how I was going to go about doing that, but I didn't <span style="font-weight: bold;">have</span> to know because the opportunity came in spades last night at yoga. It was like Jo (the teacher) read my post and was trying to whip my ass for saying such things about yoga! It was so ironic to me that in the middle of class I had to laugh to myself - once again, I "wished" for something and "received" it, though not how I would have expected to.<br /><br />What's the real lesson here? Let up on expectation. Let up on wishes. Just accept the moment and do not grasp at what is not there, or else, it'll <span style="font-weight: bold;">BE</span> there!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><a href="http://technorati.com/faves?sub=addfavbtn&add=http://downwarddeegs.blogspot.com"><img src="http://static.technorati.com/pix/fave/tech-fav-1.png" alt="Add to Technorati Favorites" /></a></div>laurenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05805270149790604401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4952822256099580108.post-22563890883311291972008-10-22T19:07:00.007-04:002008-10-23T14:45:59.534-04:00The thighs have it, or not!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhXdHl7pa_xnpb7RXcpXYO-UIf1jmDTBtCqiC-r9VRgFjyrp-f1luMo2i202mPCM0C6ydaSS-sL2PJfn1DNqaT7TQ5e7paucOujT21h2LG28Xk-CMaeUMtHlv-GpHXMZUkSsWZwP_LPDj7N/s1600-h/thigh_muscles_superficial_anterior.png"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 192px; height: 200px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhXdHl7pa_xnpb7RXcpXYO-UIf1jmDTBtCqiC-r9VRgFjyrp-f1luMo2i202mPCM0C6ydaSS-sL2PJfn1DNqaT7TQ5e7paucOujT21h2LG28Xk-CMaeUMtHlv-GpHXMZUkSsWZwP_LPDj7N/s200/thigh_muscles_superficial_anterior.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5260123892960799858" border="0" /></a><div style="text-align: justify;">Yesterday I went to a new fitness class called <a href="http://www.purebarre.com/">Pure Barre</a>. It's pretty much a hybrid between ballet, Pilates and weight-training. Well, it was pretty great because today I am totally sore! The class spends a lot of time each area of the body (upper body, legs, bum & all the while, the core), and the thigh section 'bout did me in. The rest I could totally handle swimmingly, but when it came to thigh work I realized where my weak point was. Then I got to thinking about how my yoga practice has increased my strength in a major way, especially my upper body and core, but uhhhh, the thighs? Not so much. Then it dawned on me that in the Ashtanga yoga practice (at least not the primary series) there really isn't THAT many poses that really require a ton of thigh strength. There's Chair Pose and the Warrior sequence, but aside from that I notice the thighs just aren't asked to work as much as say the arms or core. While I knew this on some level because the Warrior poses are never my favorite, I came face to face with the deficit in my legs yesterday. My thighs just vibrated with the work I was asking them to do. Sure, I run along with doing yoga, but obviously this was something on a whole new level for my sturdy gams. I am way excited about this though, I am looking forward to bringing more power to my legs and I anticipate I will enjoy the Warrior poses more in general.<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><a href="http://technorati.com/faves?sub=addfavbtn&add=http://downwarddeegs.blogspot.com"><img src="http://static.technorati.com/pix/fave/tech-fav-1.png" alt="Add to Technorati Favorites" /></a></div>laurenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05805270149790604401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4952822256099580108.post-81335804899151438752008-10-20T11:07:00.004-04:002008-10-20T11:12:35.967-04:00Jam out!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEilNtY4rZWIgeCtishUmba0YILNgyypEClPl4i6KwIJsqUMNz78fbfJBusGNCvVTgNh_KIhpTADYemxZkV2CPRSGspyjSaZ8soDcfvCkP_5hUTzwesz5tbBsJaq6vCP2Lcf7mgL-yVxXv78/s1600-h/daniel-on-hands_wb.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEilNtY4rZWIgeCtishUmba0YILNgyypEClPl4i6KwIJsqUMNz78fbfJBusGNCvVTgNh_KIhpTADYemxZkV2CPRSGspyjSaZ8soDcfvCkP_5hUTzwesz5tbBsJaq6vCP2Lcf7mgL-yVxXv78/s200/daniel-on-hands_wb.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5259254251857098770" border="0" /></a><br />Yesterday evening I was putting on my jammies and in the middle of doing so I started some kinda spontaneous yoga practice. Half jammied, half dressed. Sometimes it's like I really not in control of this vessel I walk around in...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><a href="http://technorati.com/faves?sub=addfavbtn&add=http://downwarddeegs.blogspot.com"><img src="http://static.technorati.com/pix/fave/tech-fav-1.png" alt="Add to Technorati Favorites" /></a></div>laurenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05805270149790604401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4952822256099580108.post-37085543779571647582008-10-16T18:05:00.005-04:002008-10-22T19:55:33.213-04:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjzFVMiXQQ27QpdGRFPXWdo0iCa588ZnHs5suRk72w9TYut11_y1W-IQOpkyy5gjS8Qm2Ts9VLoq67HMIfkqNAh77iL8gULg-i-R9Cjoqk23_1Sau4K3mj3gmaH_TV3kGvuMgQ8Px-VJ0Zj/s1600-h/highlander.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjzFVMiXQQ27QpdGRFPXWdo0iCa588ZnHs5suRk72w9TYut11_y1W-IQOpkyy5gjS8Qm2Ts9VLoq67HMIfkqNAh77iL8gULg-i-R9Cjoqk23_1Sau4K3mj3gmaH_TV3kGvuMgQ8Px-VJ0Zj/s320/highlander.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5257878213592206610" border="0" /></a><br />Today I left work a little early, it's a gorgeous and crisp autumn day. My plans were scattered, but I resolved that I would go home and then make a big batch of white bean soup. I also planned to go to a vinyasa class nearby later in the evening so I came home and put on my "comfy" or some might say "active" clothes. But once I was in the kitchen ready to cook, somehow I ended up with my wind-vest and running shoes on. My body had different plans for me! Next thing I knew I was outside for a run! Cool! Then I was home in my yoga room ready to stretch after the run, but nope, I was doing a full-on practice! So much for soup making! Looks like I'll be eat an Amy's frozen burrito!<br /><br />Sometimes I think about expanding this blog to encompass more of my life, but I think I am wary of a)opening my life up that much in a public forum, b)boring people (if I am not already) c) feeling like I need to post way more than I need to d) feeling overwhelmed by all my interests/ideas/activities because I might try to TALK about them too much!<br /><br />Nonetheless, I think I'll let it be organic, like today's post. Running, cooking, yoga, working, cat-petting - today.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><a href="http://technorati.com/faves?sub=addfavbtn&add=http://downwarddeegs.blogspot.com"><img src="http://static.technorati.com/pix/fave/tech-fav-1.png" alt="Add to Technorati Favorites" /></a></div>laurenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05805270149790604401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4952822256099580108.post-2582032631410777012008-10-13T14:42:00.006-04:002008-10-13T14:57:42.061-04:00What Bubbles Up<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiJ-iNkKNFDFrtMmKfqWTkbOuxCS5ZQuN53H919aipacJxeagNr3aYBNJut6CivW67f4KH4k54XsOQcIFR9CemKs2v3c4-4AQS581IOGfpIP7nW5C0r1v_oE1F6oGgLh0HFY-ymDtdzIDVD/s1600-h/2643277-600x800.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiJ-iNkKNFDFrtMmKfqWTkbOuxCS5ZQuN53H919aipacJxeagNr3aYBNJut6CivW67f4KH4k54XsOQcIFR9CemKs2v3c4-4AQS581IOGfpIP7nW5C0r1v_oE1F6oGgLh0HFY-ymDtdzIDVD/s320/2643277-600x800.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5256714372598320818" border="0" /></a><br />Yoga has a powerful way of checking you in with yourself entirely. It's not often in our culture that we just stop and listen to our own breath, it's a rare event for many of us to tune into what our complete being is communicating to us. All you need to do to be "doing yoga" is bringing awareness to your breath, just sitting and breathing with intention is yoga, and at times it's a lot harder to do that than a sweaty, vigorous practice. It is for this reason, this keying in with ourselves on the mat that sometimes intense emotions bubble up. It isn't out of the ordinary to find yourself in tears in certain pose. We spend so much time disconnected, outward looking and in a hurry; achieving, planning and accomplishing. While doing these things we are also storing up, in our beings deep feelings, intense emotions or memories - and since there is often no place for them in our society of locomotion, they remain stored. Until, you slow down, turn inward, and listen.<br /><div style="text-align: left;"><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />Recently, my friend sent me an email about her yoga practice, which is now a one year old. She described this emotional release quite nicely I felt,<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 153);">"Yoga has been weird for me, in a good way. I can't tell you how many times I have cried during yoga. ESPECIALLY in pigeon. I have SO much stuff stored up in my hips and glutes, it's crazy. Of course my practice on the mat directly reflects my mental state... when I am unbalanced in life I totally tip over. But this last class yesterday was really weird... I went in feeling weak (physically and emotionally) and totally unfocused and unbalanced, and had one of the strongest practices I've ever done. I wish I'd had that headstand on video. It was GORGEOUS!! And steady! And effortless! I seriously could have stayed on my head for another 30 breaths without much effort. I felt totally transformed after that class. It was definitely what I needed yesterday."</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"></span><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I love how she describes crying during yoga and then her paragraph moves almost effortlessly to elation and the feeling of transformation. </span><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"></span>Yoga can be a catalyst for you to find respite in your own being if you allow it to be so.<br /></div><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"></span></div><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(51, 153, 153);"><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><a href="http://technorati.com/faves?sub=addfavbtn&add=http://downwarddeegs.blogspot.com"><img src="http://static.technorati.com/pix/fave/tech-fav-1.png" alt="Add to Technorati Favorites" /></a></div>laurenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05805270149790604401noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4952822256099580108.post-80538561318977597752008-09-18T09:44:00.006-04:002008-09-18T10:05:52.918-04:00A Physical Practice<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgRcWm8pUAh4M0YazlLgCIghlUyZwxwqb1FzKVFxlxpal5RMx9Kk4PUcviwjpKh3GCEDZu0AuliWm2XKMwnSf-exCjR2C0vPrMxH6AsFRlSiKHA6gxEXuJs6F5NPzBZ1vZ-4MTvhO6NPlCA/s1600-h/pattabhi_bakasana.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgRcWm8pUAh4M0YazlLgCIghlUyZwxwqb1FzKVFxlxpal5RMx9Kk4PUcviwjpKh3GCEDZu0AuliWm2XKMwnSf-exCjR2C0vPrMxH6AsFRlSiKHA6gxEXuJs6F5NPzBZ1vZ-4MTvhO6NPlCA/s320/pattabhi_bakasana.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5247362015172786418" border="0" /></a><br />In need of a honest-to-goodness led Ashtanga class, I went to my friend Lindsay's (<a href="http://www.annarboryogi.blogspot.com/">www.annarboryogi.blogspot.com</a>) Ashtanga class after work yesterday. I had talked to her earlier in the day about how it is hard to find many classes in Ann Arbor that aren't, well, as I put it "namby-pamby". Lindsay and I came to yoga at the primarily same time, at the same place and did the same teacher training - because of this we share a similar yoga lineage so to speak. Our teachers were excellent, our training was authentic, challenging, and still what seems to us "real". Real meaning, it didn't coddle us and there wasn't a lot of room to slack. At times it was difficult and downright hard. But I still feel that when I first began doing yoga at Yoga Shala, I was getting my own little piece of <a href="http://www.kpjayi.org/">Pattabhi Jois</a>! Anyway, since those days are over I have yet to find a class, studio, or teacher I can really follow. Where is the teacher! I am told when I am ready the teacher will appear! I think the teacher came and went, I followed that teacher for a time and now I have to wonder, do I get another teacher?<br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />But last night, in Lind's class I got a little bit of that "real" feeling back. She set out to lead what she said was<span style="font-style: italic;"> "a very physical practice"</span>. And of course it wasn't like a power yoga class, devoid of any talk outside of the physical realm, it was very physically centered. At times it felt strict even, which was SUPER! Love it!<br />She slaps her hands together to initiate the between pose vinyasas which really prompts you and brings you <span style="font-style: italic;">"up"</span> and present and willing to move into the vinyasa and not slack. She also threw in some Second Series poses which just infused the practice with fun and mental interest.<br /><br />So, for now, I think I will attend that class regularly, even though it means driving to work that day instead of taking the bus. I figure if I can't take classes from my old teachers I can take classes from a dear friend who was also taught by my teachers. Namaste Linds!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><a href="http://technorati.com/faves?sub=addfavbtn&add=http://downwarddeegs.blogspot.com"><img src="http://static.technorati.com/pix/fave/tech-fav-1.png" alt="Add to Technorati Favorites" /></a></div>laurenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05805270149790604401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4952822256099580108.post-49157628352871194402008-09-12T09:23:00.003-04:002008-09-12T09:38:25.096-04:00Nothing is hard and fast.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjh49ffbV4fb5yYBIIQPw6_pg6c2CMJV5hZn7t9XmGik32yZcicKTSSM-ZZYOv3y6TQAGp7VQ5gEpLxd96F6qz5j9Lke_qRM_o547S8-82OZ50CpdbqI-8ftVbgiqyn59xpgadvlw2TsdwR/s1600-h/mysteryMigrants.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjh49ffbV4fb5yYBIIQPw6_pg6c2CMJV5hZn7t9XmGik32yZcicKTSSM-ZZYOv3y6TQAGp7VQ5gEpLxd96F6qz5j9Lke_qRM_o547S8-82OZ50CpdbqI-8ftVbgiqyn59xpgadvlw2TsdwR/s320/mysteryMigrants.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5245128171697643586" border="0" /></a>It's ironic. My last post, a million years ago, was how I could not stop doing yoga, once I started a practice.<br /><div style="text-align: justify;">And then, I stopped! Ha! And then, stopped blogging because since I stopped practicing regularly I couldn't really talk about THAT. Well I could, but I felt sort of ashamed. But nonetheless, I am BACK!<br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><div style="text-align: justify;">When I say that I stopped practicing, I really mean I stopped my daily practice. I still did yoga, but it was much more infrequent. Summer took hold of me, new obsessions (estate sales & overall house projects) laid claim to my time. I knew, however, that that was impermanent.<br /><br />Ahhhhh, <span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">impermanence</span>. There isn't a concept that gets me through life more than the idea of impermanence. As days went by without a practice I somehow knew in the back of my mind that I would eventually float back, and I did. I let go of the attachment I had to the idea that I HAD to practice and just let myself do whatever it was I felt to do. And without that judgement of myself I avoided suffering. When I did practice I allowed myself that same "kindness", I just did what felt right <span style="font-style: italic;">then</span>, whatever poses I moved into were fine by me. And gradually, I moved into my practice of yore! My daily NEED to practice returned! My tendancy to start a practice and not want it to end, holing up in my yoga space for longer than I had intended returned. I am SO grateful that my practice is always there for me, whether I leave it for a day or a month, or more. It's always available to me. I just have to remember that it's not about progress, it's not about the poses and what I can accomplish. It's about that sweet sweet feeling AFTER any practice.<br /></div><br />Spring is the season of renewal, but I have always felt autumn was moreso - at least for me!<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><a href="http://technorati.com/faves?sub=addfavbtn&add=http://downwarddeegs.blogspot.com"><img src="http://static.technorati.com/pix/fave/tech-fav-1.png" alt="Add to Technorati Favorites" /></a></div>laurenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05805270149790604401noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4952822256099580108.post-78225849468582030992008-03-05T20:17:00.005-05:002008-03-05T20:34:04.984-05:00The problem with yoga...<div style="text-align: justify;">...is that I can't stop. I can't just practice for 30 min, no matter if I tell myself I only have 30 minutes. What ARE these videos that profess "Yoga in 10 min. a Day!"?? Ain't no way. Once I get my yoga on, it's on and it pretty much matters little what I have planned after this <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">alleged 30 min. practice I think I am going to do. Yoga vortex! Lovely!</span><br /><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Today's practice was one of those, practices where I set out to keep it short, and ended up doing full fledge "yoga potpourri", I do whatever comes, and these practices are so blissful, I just listen, I just follow. I am loving <a href="http://www.yogajournal.com/poses/2477">Firelog pose</a> right now,</span> and that pose used to make my knees scream. And oddly enough, I think <a href="http://www.yogajournal.com/poses/495">Warrior 2</a> is one of my favorites right now, which leads me to believe my hips are dictating my practice, which makes sense, all the sitting I do at work. In addition I am imbuing my practice with these core strenghtening sequences - for instance:<br /><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">Begin with Surya Namascar B, when you get to Warrior I, move from there to Vrksasana, flow into </span><a style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" href="http://www.yogajournal.com/poses/941">Warrior III</a><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">, leave arms in Warrior I postition, back to </span><a style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);" href="http://www.yogajournal.com/poses/496">Vrksasana</a><span style="font-family: arial; color: rgb(153, 51, 153);">, back to Warrior I and finish Surya Namaskar B. Good times!</span><br /><br />Today my friend said to me, while she was wrestling with the fax machine,<br />"The fax machine is helping me to become one with rage."<br /><br />And once again I am reminded that work is an excellent place to practice non-asana yoga.It feels to me that without me really noticing, my yoga practice really DOES come in to play OFF the mat. It's not always something at the forefront of my mind, I should help it to be there though.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><a href="http://technorati.com/faves?sub=addfavbtn&add=http://downwarddeegs.blogspot.com"><img src="http://static.technorati.com/pix/fave/tech-fav-1.png" alt="Add to Technorati Favorites" /></a></div>laurenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05805270149790604401noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4952822256099580108.post-11116762859826089942008-02-28T15:46:00.005-05:002008-02-28T15:49:36.803-05:00Rollin' Deep with Mula Bandha<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwZUGQRDW24fuUfP7tySL9O2covXiUYVH0NMn4JuWZ4xkuyOpeyVeP9AfQXEPR6w41AWfDN3d7kQcs1yvZsuOv1MSFWnYz6xPxfleAjKM-zFQLNYPcqlJi6NFi7Bi-1y1gGm2ZrKSvPsSv/s1600-h/combination-lock.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 147px; height: 147px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgwZUGQRDW24fuUfP7tySL9O2covXiUYVH0NMn4JuWZ4xkuyOpeyVeP9AfQXEPR6w41AWfDN3d7kQcs1yvZsuOv1MSFWnYz6xPxfleAjKM-zFQLNYPcqlJi6NFi7Bi-1y1gGm2ZrKSvPsSv/s320/combination-lock.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5172136009425170994" border="0" /></a><br />This link is an in-depth (no pun intended!) look at mula bandha. I found it a good read, as a yoga student and teacher.<br /><br /><a href="http://ashtanganews.com/2008/02/08/are-you-engaging-your-mula-bandha-correctly/#comments">Are You Engaging Your Mula Bandha Correctly?</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><a href="http://technorati.com/faves?sub=addfavbtn&add=http://downwarddeegs.blogspot.com"><img src="http://static.technorati.com/pix/fave/tech-fav-1.png" alt="Add to Technorati Favorites" /></a></div>laurenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05805270149790604401noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4952822256099580108.post-8381300426408710032008-02-28T14:35:00.005-05:002008-02-28T14:50:52.797-05:00Bad yogi has birthday, forgets yogaOk I didn't forget yoga, I just didn't practice for 5 days. Makes a body cranky!! But life just took me out of my rituals and I went on the ride, just for the hell of it. I didn't try to fit anything in, anything that didn't just happen. So my birthday was on a Saturday, which means it really started on Friday and went until Sunday. There was a lot of eating and antique shopping. There was not a lot of yoga. Yoga is daily life, for me, and birthdays, well, are not-I guess.<br /><br />But I did practice yesterday and HELLO! this yogini just forgot how much she loves mat time! Holy crap! I know it was only 5 days, but that's a long time without a practice. Practice is sometimes like a person to me, and when I neglect it I feel the need to apologize to my yoga practice. So I whisper to my mat "I'm sorry, you're right, you are so patient, I am bad, forgive me. You rule."<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiEMoL5MSb8yIBd1-u_aftZz9LrE7KQs4sJpCS8f54Fs2Sv8RmihVH3Dv3BtGCugMTlrxEmHa5hmb0lNEuC-rDgKkAtdXcm0cO_dvJotL5_vjrMYMLDXMv30pm-IWBpdcBcYEm2kuFGJ3UK/s1600-h/sorry.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 204px; height: 117px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiEMoL5MSb8yIBd1-u_aftZz9LrE7KQs4sJpCS8f54Fs2Sv8RmihVH3Dv3BtGCugMTlrxEmHa5hmb0lNEuC-rDgKkAtdXcm0cO_dvJotL5_vjrMYMLDXMv30pm-IWBpdcBcYEm2kuFGJ3UK/s320/sorry.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5172120663507022370" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><a href="http://technorati.com/faves?sub=addfavbtn&add=http://downwarddeegs.blogspot.com"><img src="http://static.technorati.com/pix/fave/tech-fav-1.png" alt="Add to Technorati Favorites" /></a></div>laurenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05805270149790604401noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4952822256099580108.post-55034648655643666562008-02-21T20:19:00.007-05:002008-02-21T21:06:16.408-05:00Breathe In One-Two, Breathe Out One-Two<div style="text-align: left;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjuoGNwmTrKRbfq7m9MZppHux88ASPVxBO98GIZVde-HYl1W81YcRD2fV4wVOoJofHOysXXKuL4u0ZL-fK15cqfnOTQWTCZLrRoEPu8-jB03cLeKBFzFFLFyIQHksSCQLYcNELQOMxWerij/s1600-h/SMILE.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjuoGNwmTrKRbfq7m9MZppHux88ASPVxBO98GIZVde-HYl1W81YcRD2fV4wVOoJofHOysXXKuL4u0ZL-fK15cqfnOTQWTCZLrRoEPu8-jB03cLeKBFzFFLFyIQHksSCQLYcNELQOMxWerij/s320/SMILE.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5169614940931830274" border="0" /></a></div>There are many times when I just don't know what to do. There are times when I dip deep into my yogi mind and still, can't seem to find a "right answer". This occurred today, when, at the gym, in the room designated for yoga a dude came in with headphones on and a jump rope in tow. There was one other girl doing her yoga practice in the room aside from me, but our presence didn't seem to phase this guy. He came in and proceeded to jump & stop, jump & stop, over and over again. I was incredulous. I mean, what balls! Here's this silent room, without any lights, clearly labeled YOGA ROOM and he seems to think its okay to bring his cardio-jam into this space.<br /><br />I was conflicted; I didn't know if I should SAY something or not. I mean, I am known to act as a general policewoman in a lot of situations, but I have been working on quelling that. I thought, "maybe this jerk will just jump for a little bit and leave"? I started to wonder if it was best to just practice with him there doing his thing, I wondered if that was I *should* do according to say, oh, Patanjali. Was I supposed to create my own yoga island on my mat and go so far deep inside my breath that I didn't even hear him? Is it up to me to make a situation that could be wrong, right? I was struggling to separate my personal offense from what was more "yoga-like". And because I didn't feel like sitting there all night comtemplating what I SHOULD do, because what I really wanted to do was get on with my practice (but one could argue that this inner dialog I was having IS part of my yoga practice, whoa) I just started at him from my side of the room. He didn't seem to take the hint. And THAT made me VERY ANNOYED. He didn't seem like he was going to keep it brief. So after sitting and staring with no effect. I couldn't hold my tongue. But I DID self-talk myself down from chewing him a new asshole. I felt it might be better if I was NICE to him. I know, gasp! Nice! And I was! I just asked if he could do that somewhere else as this was a space just for yoga and the gym has a lot of spot where he can jump rope. Did he like me saying this? No.<br />But I was NICE, HAHAHAHA! I smiled even! So what was he going to do? Well, he was going to leave. And he did. And I felt like a yoga superhero, saving the yoga room from Jumping Man-Beast.<br /><br />And then, I was on with my yoga practice, which once again at the gym, was very good. Especially with someone else practicing in the room. Much like Mysore practice. There's a lot to be said for group practice that isn't lead, just a collective consciousness promoting more focus. I also am loving how my practice is very organic and fluid these days. I don't set a sequence in my mind, I don't set an expectation, I just basically start with Surya Namaskars A & B, and then let it flow, doing standing poses and then moving down to the floor. It's very vinyasa, which I feel is so natural and intuitive - counterposes and steady breath decide what poses follow which. I was easy on myself in the twists and back bending because my backs needs the rest. When I felt like going deeper I would call to mind the concept of<span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 102);"> <a href="http://www.expressionsofspirit.com/yoga/eight-limbs.htm">ASTEYA</a></span>, careful not to "steal" the health of my back, not to "take" more than I needed.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><a href="http://technorati.com/faves?sub=addfavbtn&add=http://downwarddeegs.blogspot.com"><img src="http://static.technorati.com/pix/fave/tech-fav-1.png" alt="Add to Technorati Favorites" /></a></div>laurenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05805270149790604401noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4952822256099580108.post-89603219486667310682008-02-21T15:02:00.003-05:002008-02-21T20:19:46.846-05:00And....againA week ago today I skipped my Photoshop class and instead did a niiiiice yoga practice at home. I loved that day, and today I have to go to class, got to class and sit for 4 hours after sitting at work for 7 hours. I hear that this will all be over before I know it and May will come, birds will sing, sun will shine, margaritas will appear and 4 hour evening classes will die die die. I must believe this is true, or else SOMEONE will again be skipping class and instead flipping on a space heater and rolling out a yoga mat.<br /><br />UPDATE: I quit the class. Yes, I just quit. I decided on my way there that it's just not worth it, I am learning enough from the textbook that the instructor follows exactly, I wake up Thursday morning grumpy and well, I just knew, I KNEW, that since it's was only Feb. and I felt this way, I would never make it May. So just like that, I decided. And once I did I felt so elated! So elated I went to a class at the gym, and then, of course, did yoga.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><a href="http://technorati.com/faves?sub=addfavbtn&add=http://downwarddeegs.blogspot.com"><img src="http://static.technorati.com/pix/fave/tech-fav-1.png" alt="Add to Technorati Favorites" /></a></div>laurenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05805270149790604401noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4952822256099580108.post-6492561941735187582008-02-20T21:33:00.004-05:002008-02-20T21:59:41.210-05:00Lunar Eclipse n' Stuff<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhtWvA4Qn7BxYAaphhbArssURXoCPhrbhvclYA-dSoWVI79Cmj7VsLy6B87kHhkknNLvjyjsPYih-6wwE1wdZLzUrwgszg0KaQgvSoQFjUDiDpmQ8_ZmvjeKbwfRQ6-42O2SPyKWTW5yWif/s1600-h/moon.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhtWvA4Qn7BxYAaphhbArssURXoCPhrbhvclYA-dSoWVI79Cmj7VsLy6B87kHhkknNLvjyjsPYih-6wwE1wdZLzUrwgszg0KaQgvSoQFjUDiDpmQ8_ZmvjeKbwfRQ6-42O2SPyKWTW5yWif/s320/moon.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5169260421446316530" border="0" /></a>There it goes, there goes the light of the moon!<br />I am sitting in my house in the dark looking at less of the moon every minute, it's fascinating and a good catalyst to put things that have been happening in perspective. Lunar eclipses initiate a slew of changes not to mention other general manifestations that may not bona-fide changes, but something less dramatic.<br />For instance, this information from AstrologyZone,<br />is particularing interesting for me:<br /><span class="text"><span style="font-family:arial;"><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 0);">"If you have any chronic health issues, such as a fluttery stomach or a cranky ankle that keeps acting up, try to take extra good care of yourself now. Sometimes chronic illnesses flair up near a full moon eclipse and can bring on a bit of stress".</span><br /><br /></span>This issue with my back that has this past month prevented me from doing as much as I would like to do could be seen to align with this lunar eclipse, in fact tonight I once again had to decide to not do anything physical in order to rest my back. What I am happy about is that hopefully the whole scene - the moon thang, and this back thang, are on their way out.<br /><br />and<br /><br /></span><span class="text"><span style="font-family:arial;"><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 0);">"If you are born on February 20 (my birthday is Feb. 23) , plus or minus four days, the eclipse on this date will have special meaning to you. The universe wants you to use your time on Earth well and will quickly pull you out of unproductive relationships that appear to have no future."</span><br /><br /></span>I have been struggling at work for a couple weeks now, not because of a change in my performance, but because of the change in someone else's overall vibe and demeanor. Likewise with a friend. The long and short of it is that it seems there is cosmic design over my life more than I take notice of.<br /><br />The Astrology Zone also mentioned that around this time I would be heavily into my home and making it better, nicer, doing some projects that have been waiting in the wings. I just read this tonight and MAN, is it ever true, all I have wanted to do lately is gussy up my bedroom specifically. After three years of harping, I finally got Chad to agree to paint it and the weird part is - it took almost NO cajoling. Now there are color swatches all over the walls, new crisp sheets awaiting use, new curtains planned, and even a new rug in the works.<br /><br />It's seriously dark out there now that there is only a sliver of the moon left. My cat Rex just HAD to go out there, so I let him out, I wonder if he'll converse with a lunar diety and learn new cat tricks, he already can say <span style="font-style: italic;">"godblessyou"</span> after I sneeze...maybe he'll learn to clean his own litterbox this time!<br /><br /><br /></span><span class="text"><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><a href="http://technorati.com/faves?sub=addfavbtn&add=http://downwarddeegs.blogspot.com"><img src="http://static.technorati.com/pix/fave/tech-fav-1.png" alt="Add to Technorati Favorites" /></a></div>laurenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05805270149790604401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4952822256099580108.post-21262982640954072202008-02-15T21:26:00.004-05:002008-02-15T21:53:56.612-05:00Reminder Post - SpinYoga<span style="font-weight: bold;">Attention Ann Arbor-Ypsi Yogis and Cyclists!</span><br />I am co-teaching (I am teaching the yoga part) a SpinYoga class in February at the <a style="font-family: arial;" href="http://juliacollinsus.com/index.html">Ypsi Studio</a>, run by the lovely and vivacious Julia Collins. SpinYoga is a wonderful balanced workout. You cycle for 45 min. then I teach a 45 min. post-spinning class aimed at all the major muscle groups used in cycling. Open to all levels.<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153); font-weight: bold;font-family:arial;" >February 17 1-2:30pm</span><br /><strong style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153); font-weight: bold;"></strong><span style="font-family:arial;">To sign up just email Julia </span><strong><span style="color: rgb(181, 113, 66);font-size:100%;" ><a style="font-family: arial;" href="mailto:juliacollins@sbcglobal.net">juliacollins@sbcglobal.net</a><br /></span></strong><div class="blogger-post-footer"><a href="http://technorati.com/faves?sub=addfavbtn&add=http://downwarddeegs.blogspot.com"><img src="http://static.technorati.com/pix/fave/tech-fav-1.png" alt="Add to Technorati Favorites" /></a></div>laurenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05805270149790604401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4952822256099580108.post-46440949588055909232008-02-15T21:15:00.007-05:002008-02-15T21:50:52.969-05:00New Favorite Pose - this week<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiw9a_hSOmcTOiH5K5mlrRLzswZ5EraUirJf4eQYeXuH4eXEI_WSNA9FW8H6obust5MwY_9LUo9EUD3T2jygFHpkrMA5EMmpQC35hJ6Khll3Szws9wLdBuTJTE1S2xbhOAI9_8Fm-hFFcYp/s1600-h/Bharadvajasana+1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiw9a_hSOmcTOiH5K5mlrRLzswZ5EraUirJf4eQYeXuH4eXEI_WSNA9FW8H6obust5MwY_9LUo9EUD3T2jygFHpkrMA5EMmpQC35hJ6Khll3Szws9wLdBuTJTE1S2xbhOAI9_8Fm-hFFcYp/s320/Bharadvajasana+1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5167397835863962082" border="0" /></a><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 102, 102);">Bharadvajasana II<br />(a la Rodney Yee)</span><br />Twists are underused, at least in my experience, there's only really enough of them in Ashtanga. So in my personal practice I have been trying to include a lot of them. I also have a naggy soreness on the right side of my mid-back that's been around for ages and twists seem to really work into that area. I am liking Bharadvajasana right now because it's an intense twist and the chest is able to stay really open allowing for good long breaths. Not only that but it's a yummy hip-opener and I always dig a hip opener. What am I saying - I dig all yoga poses! No wait, shoulder openers can be beastly. In the most <span style="font-style: italic;">beautiful</span> way, of course.<br /><br />I am spending my Friday nights doing yoga lately; it's a great time to do it because there's no rush whatsoever. I can hole myself up in my yoga room for as long as I want with no reason to leave! Only today I think I am going to punctuate my yoga practice with a nightcap of Remy Martin, call me a naughty yogi, see if I care!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><a href="http://technorati.com/faves?sub=addfavbtn&add=http://downwarddeegs.blogspot.com"><img src="http://static.technorati.com/pix/fave/tech-fav-1.png" alt="Add to Technorati Favorites" /></a></div>laurenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05805270149790604401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4952822256099580108.post-84687530034132147552008-02-14T22:13:00.005-05:002008-02-14T22:18:49.297-05:00Around Every Corner<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi8wvUEYQ067umt4OLF4AbXM8paJJoFYmwAMQALTPPcgy4pXA-LK4xzuGoctwgOxDuRTbfVxoOy53aM8-zScVs3NLe0RiyYm4mY2Eda60xeIY1tw2XqHFwIkk5eH9VVVrvlHvmUUYPImr-n/s1600-h/Jacket.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi8wvUEYQ067umt4OLF4AbXM8paJJoFYmwAMQALTPPcgy4pXA-LK4xzuGoctwgOxDuRTbfVxoOy53aM8-zScVs3NLe0RiyYm4mY2Eda60xeIY1tw2XqHFwIkk5eH9VVVrvlHvmUUYPImr-n/s320/Jacket.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5167041147419963858" border="0" /></a>Recently I have thought about studying/learning yoga therapy. And of course as soon as I decided that I am seeing it all over the place! A sign?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><a href="http://technorati.com/faves?sub=addfavbtn&add=http://downwarddeegs.blogspot.com"><img src="http://static.technorati.com/pix/fave/tech-fav-1.png" alt="Add to Technorati Favorites" /></a></div>laurenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05805270149790604401noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4952822256099580108.post-14522014832058853802008-02-14T21:31:00.006-05:002008-02-14T21:55:57.609-05:00The "Ah-ha!" Moments Just Keep Coming<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhrMWCLUxXj0wmx9CZYdfLoUmuWu-AzQU969Oa2oj79r1sXETe4Gsk7HAX1__-G0-A5BpMrs6YIusHn2bP5QMwyDn4iAyRy93BrhRgUgi2vB-HJnFI9UFkOC3irf1YQpI5HS3bGyHvyfab7/s1600-h/lightbulb.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhrMWCLUxXj0wmx9CZYdfLoUmuWu-AzQU969Oa2oj79r1sXETe4Gsk7HAX1__-G0-A5BpMrs6YIusHn2bP5QMwyDn4iAyRy93BrhRgUgi2vB-HJnFI9UFkOC3irf1YQpI5HS3bGyHvyfab7/s200/lightbulb.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5167034726443856290" border="0" /></a>Today's practice was unexpected until about 5pm. Wasn't in the cards, what WAS in the cards was my Photoshop class that lasts an absurd 4 hours and that plan died a hard, fast and brilliant death once I let go of feeling obligated to go and assessed that what I really wanted to do was go home and do yoga. Chad and I did yoga together (no, not Valentine's Day yoga, blargh!), with a Rodney Yee video, which was, eh, ok. It is taking time, but I am coming to understand I just don't like yoga DVD's.<br /><br />What I am also coming to understand is that I am always looking for a teacher, or a leader, when really all I need now is myself. I practice enough, have taken enough classes and have read nearly every yoga book published that I think if I just start to honor my inner teacher I will find great benefit. I don't need to run out to every studio in town and I don't need to rent every yoga DVD from Netflix. My best practices lately are on my own. I am more focused lately in my personal practice than ever before and well, that might be a by-product of <span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">practice</span>! Practice and all IS coming!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><a href="http://technorati.com/faves?sub=addfavbtn&add=http://downwarddeegs.blogspot.com"><img src="http://static.technorati.com/pix/fave/tech-fav-1.png" alt="Add to Technorati Favorites" /></a></div>laurenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05805270149790604401noreply@blogger.com2